god, what´s wrong...
don´t know what´s going on, but i´m back to the little confused boy again. insecure for some reason and i don´t want to be like this
don´t want to be weak
why is it the fucking fool everyone paints on my forehead?
why do i have to be like this?
why do i have to lose?
why can´t i be fucking normal...
i hate this
really fucking hate this...